Yesterday I had a very very weird dream,I dreamed about someone who I do not want to dream of.In fact,I have tried to forget about her since the day she said we are impossible,but I cannot forget about her till now.Every moments when we are together,every scene and every word,everything seems just happen yesterday and I remember all of them clearly.

What make her so charmful and unforgettable?I am not really very sure,but one thing I really cannot wipe out from my brain is her smile.Since the day when she knows I have feeling to her,she never smile to me anymore.The only thing instead of smile on her face is embarrassment.I know what she feels and since she have already said we are impossible,I gave up on her.I know there is someone else and I hope she can be happy.But when we meet each other every time,both of us do not dare to look into each other's eyes,without smile,without saying "hello",just pass by each other silently,like a pair of strangers.

Yesterday I dreamed that she smiling to me,the smile which long time I never see.On one hand,I feel very sad as it was just a stupid dream,and the dream made me more sad.It made me wake up at 2 am and it took me another 1 hour to try to fall into asleep again.=.=On the other hand,I felt quite happy as her smile just like a wonderful magic,just by looking at it,you can forget all the sadness.

People always say that she cheat me and hurt me,they say she is not worth for me to chase.Maybe they are right but maybe they are wrong,I think she is innocent as I made my own decision to chase her,no one forced me.Everything happened naturally and suddenly,I even did not well-prepared and it just happened,without a sign or a reason.I promised myself I will forget about her,The two songs "as long as you love me" and "I want it that way" were actually sing for her.I know we are impossible and when can I forget about her?it is a question mark.