Today I spent whole day to practise calligraphy,my parents got shocked as I have not practised it for almost 10 years.In fact,I hated calligraphy,it was because my parents forced me to learn it when I was only 6 years old...I had to stay at home and wrote a lot of pages of calligraphy when other children played outside...For me,calligraphy was one of the killers who killed my childhood even though everytime my Chinese teachers said that because of calligraphy I could write very beautiful Chinese words...but today,I really found some kind of feeling which I never found it before during the practice.The feeling was peace!

Actually,I practised calligraphy just because I need to write the word "谦"(our class name) on our class pullover.My original purpose was try to write the word more perfect and beautiful,but during the practice,I found peaceful feeling.It was very weied that I did not have such feeling during the time when I learning calligraphy(I spent totally about 3 years to learn it).I enjoyed the feeling of peace as recently,my life really drove me crazy!Confusion,lost,sadness and all of the negative motions have became the main rhyme of my life.I got no mood to study or even to do examination paper(that's why recently most part of my paper is blank...=.=).Anyway,the peacefully feeling made me find back the real me,even it was temporarily,I still quite enjoyed it...

Maybe after all of this time,I will start to practise callipgraphy again and treat it as one of my hobby,I may also start to seal cutting(篆刻-another kind of Chinese traditional cultrue) again...I think soon,the cultural Ma Sai will be back^^