Last night I just could not stop myself to continue thinking of her,I even dreamt of her and thus,I did not rest well.I really got hurt,really,even I tried to let it go,but I did not think I can free myself in short time.I woke up at 5am today and could not fall into sleep again,I felt very numb and heartless,actually,I felt like a zombie.Luckily,I did not feel very hungry,otherwise,I would go out and bite people everywhere...=.=...My father took my mother go to IMM to shopping and would go back by afternoon.I did not have mood to study and even play games,so I just sat on bed and looked at the sea through window blankly.

In fact,the whole morning I was quite okay,but the funny,stupid and silly things started to happen after noon.Firstly,I felt very hungry,so I need to cook by myself,but then,I found that even though I put my heart into refrigerator,I still had the bitter taste in my chest!Therefore,I opened a box of Ferrero Rocher and ate all of them as lunch(totally 25 "golden balls")>.<
I woke up at about 5pm and my head was really painful,at that time,I realized that I got drunk just now...=.=...My father has already came back home and I found that he was emoing on the sofa."I know that these days you feel quite bad,but you should not anyhow pour my wine into toilet!"he said to me peacefully."I did not pour your precious collection into toilet,instead,I drank them all"My father was totally stunning...O.O..."Since when you learn how to drink and do you have any idea about what did you drink?"he asked me again..."I just learnt how to drink and I don't know what wine I drank just now."...My father's face is really =.= for a few minutes and said,"you just drank a Remy Martin Louis 13 which cost me more than $2000."I apologized to my father and actually,he did not try to blame me or scold me."Anyway,you are happy now?I wanna cry...but don't do such stupid thing next time,okay?"He said to me.

Why everytime I try to learn how to drink but always fail?Good question!The frist time I drank wine is 10 years ago,I accidently drank only a little wine and got drunk...I remebered it happen in Chinese New Year and even though outside is very cold,I felt very hot!!!(It is very weird to feel very hot in a cold winter...)And then,I slept for whole afternoon...After I woke up,my grandpa said to my father,"what a pity,my grandson doesn't have potential to be a good drinker..."Second time I drank was last year,as we managed to do a physics project and need a wine bottle,so I drank the whole bottle of low alcohol wine...After that,my group member got scared.My face turned to very red and I try to hug and kiss somebody(this is what they told me but I don't believe as I won't so easy to give my first kiss to someone),I started to moonwalking and singing and maybe it was looks like MJ's show.They even took videos of me(they are very bad!!!).After that,I used color papers cut a lot of hearts and they used hearts which is cut by me as a decoration of the project=.=...

Anyway,I won't try to drink anymore,it is not because I will get drunk,it is because my father will get heart attack..."You drink Remy Martin Louis 13 as apple juice?OMG!!!You are the most horrible people in this world"This is what my father said,after he said this,he went to lock up all his precious wine collection...but unfortunately,I think I know the password of his safe .