HAHA...After yesterday's depression,now I feel really great.In fact,I felt quite bad in this morning and afternoon,during the math lesson,I was totally get lost.What was worse,teacher used the whole math lesson to do a test...=.=...I stared at the paper and my brain was totally blank,actually,I really did not have the mood to do the test paper as I was still thinking of her. 30 minutes passed very fast and I only did a few questions,I thought that the questions which I did was already enough for me to pass.My A math always remain at high standard and often can get full marks,but now,Mr. Full Mark was really confused as I might only just pass this time!

"What's wrong with me?"I asked myself,"Is this the kind of life I really want?"At that moment,all the confusions in my brain disappeared and my brain suddenly became very clear."I should give up on her!"I told myself confidently even though I was still love her."For me,studying was more important than any other things."The kind of feeling which just pass my A math stimulated my brain and made me wake up!

To be honestly,I really got lost after I fell in love with her,I became stupid and dumb and really did not want to put any focus on studying.I have somnambulated in my whole June holiday and did not touch my text books at all!But now,the real Ma Sai is back,I remember all of the goals which I made for myself and all the promises which I made to myself,I knew that I had forgotten all of them,but now,everything become so clear and even more clear than before.I was so happy that finally I found back the real me!

My guarding angel is back again,even though she just recovered from H1N1...=.=...She gave me power and made me become stronger.I heard that phoenix was reborn from the dust,and me,Ma Sai was reborn from the fire of hell."Welcome back to earth"I told myself as I just came back from hell.It is ture that the positive and optimistic Ma Sai was murdered by love,it is also ture that I had fallen into the hell and became very negative,but now,I was reborn and I become more positive and optimistic which I never have been.I came back to earth just because I have not finished everthing I promised to myself.Now,my results are far far away from the O lvl target which I set for myself,as there are still 3 months left,audience please take a seat and watch Ma Sai how to use these 3 months to change my future!For me,it's show time now!!!

By the way,as I just found back myself,so I will join my basketball friends and go to KTV have some fun tonight:)